Was It A >_< Hug ???

R was asking questions with giraffe on friday asking like y did he hugged me and stuff like that. so i made R tell me wat he said and he said that he wasnt looking for a GF and he hugged me couse he was bored and thats all that i cracked from R. After gym, R was chasing me so then giraffe grabed me and was like hugging me from the back >_< i coudnt hold my coolness so i started smiling alot. wen the bell rand R told giraffe to hold me and her bookbag and so he did >_< i wasnt sure if i shouldve stoped it or just let him hold it. so i told R that my mom wanted to cut my hair and then giraffe yelled out NNNNOOOOO >_<  R started laughing and i ws just like watever ( trying to keep my coolness meaning trying to hide that i had felings 4 him) i really want to confess to him now, u know just to let him know, ... but it has to wait till friday :( R tough i was going to ask him out but i dont want that, i dont want to hv a bf that deosnt love me more than i love him , im just going to tell him how i feel, im trying hard to hold it in but its not working, i was alone with him for like a minute and i was thinking that i should just confess their , but then i remembered wat me and my best friend was talking about, so then i didnt ...  wen R was chasing me she pulledhair by acident instead of my arm and giraffe was thier to confort me >_< it really hurted and i cant tell weter i should be happy or mad, lol. wen i was washing the dishes ( part of my chore, its to wash the dishes 4 dinner) my mom asked me if i wanted icream so i said yes and sho got it, then wen i washes my hands to eat it, .... she took it in the living room and started eating it, so wen i finished eating, i wnt in the living room to ask her wers my icecream and she said she didnt know that i wanted icream, and i told her that she was the one who asked me if i wanted icream so she just saind to get icream if i wanted and i was i did wanted, so i just went to get the icecream. ....ugh i hv so many hw!!!