Today was a great day :3 but somehow lonely :(

today was a day wer the older kids r taking their PSAT or watever its called, so my grade is going to a half-a-day and we hd to stay in the auditorium and gym. the guy i liked went to the aud with me and we hd fun ( well i hd fun, im not sure about him). we wer talking about if someone had blossomed our cherry tree. we wer both V and he has kissed a girl already. ive nown him like 2-3 weeks so far and  hes pretty cool. hes really taller the me, and his hands r bigger than mine, we listen to his music. my friends wer their with us so  i coudnt really do much. he started playing with my hair and ask how long my hair was so i took my clip off. he said he really like long hair and continue to play with my hair, i was fine with so i let him continue. hes a really cool artist, wenever i ask to see his drawing binder he says no, i like his drawings, i saw one at school that he drew. its really awsome , :3 , so then w hd to go. wen i was at gym changing, my friend that was next to me at the aud thinks that he likes me, but i doupt that, i think he likes someone else. i tried to call me bestfriend but i coudnt borrow a phone :( . now for some reason i feel all empty, depresse, sad, lonely. idk y but i just do. :(