Friday, October 21, 2011

Now I JUst Want To Tell Giraffe How I Feal

Little by little i fall 4 in love even more as each day pass and thats going to be the same amount of sadness when i get rejected. i know he wont feel the same as me but i just want to tell him.... today i say him in the hallway 2 times. the first time, a guy was holding on to my bookbag and the second time i saw him gave a HUGE hug to a girl ( a friend of mine).  It hurts to see the one u love doing that special thing u thought was ment only 4 u do it to another person. Today in gym, he gave me a hug >///< i was so happy but i kept my cool. wile we wer jogging , he touched me and said ur it and ran, so i started chasing him , he was too fast so i lost. the teacher was puting a face saying "wat r u doing???' . wile i was getting a sip of water, he splashed water on me and ran, so i started chasing him, and again he was too fast, so i gave up, i really wasnt going to splash water on him couse i didnt want to be mean. then he went up to me and said he was srry and said i can get bck at him but i didnt want to. All the little things that he does, i keep falling 4 him even more. and it probally deosnt mean a thing to him.... i want to tell him so i can stop getting my hopes up on him and then get really hurt in the end and i dont want people saying " i told u it wasnt meant to be' at my face, so ill ask my friend if we can confesse to our lovers on monday.... i dont know wat to do anymore.....im all sad now..... T_T

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HEY GUYS!!! You guys can call me J-J. Im just one of those boring teenage girl. Im addicted to anime, dramas (shows), manga, comics, reading, books, pictures, the sky, clouds,music ( i like all types of music), WINGS, blue (i like all types of blue, especially light blue, it shows happiness yet sadness at the same time, its how i feel.. well used to feel, and still do..sometimes) I AM ESPECIALLY ADDICTED TO MY GIRLFRIEND, LOTS OF HEARTS, AND NO I AM NOT A LESBIAN, I AM BISEXUAL :D AND I AM NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT OR SHOW IT OR WHATEVER. I love my family, i have a HUGE family (and i only know those from my moms side ;) yup). MY IDOL IS HAYLEY KIYOKO, SHE IS JUST TOOOO AWESOME!!!! Thats it your going to get so far, don't want to get kidnapped or stalked or whatever HAHAHA JK JK JUST KIDDING. OH! and i'm lazy. I SAId SO FAR HAHA