October 9? 2013

It's been a wile. I know. But, it's just that this place sucks. Ugh, weird.
Anyways, right now I'm waiting for this stupid laptop to work. I just finished typing up my essay that was due on Monday, but I didn't give it in x< I need to keep up my grades! So this laptop is meh bros, and apparently he downloaded a whole bunch of junk because it's really really really slow. Trying to print it.
A lot happened.
Haha! Your not up to date!
But it's wateve's. I don't really care, but this is to improve.. Whatever it is that it's trying to improve.
Today I only went to three of my classes, lunch and then skipped the rest of the day with V. I wonder if she's doing alright in school. I hope she's not getting bad grades or lack of sleep bc we hang out after school... :/ I don't know...
I wanted to skip yesterday, but Sam-I-Am was... Idk, he got me to go to school.
I just can't keep up with school anymore, theirs too many work to be done, and I can't keep track and handle it all together. I just want a break you know? I guess today was that break. I seriously need to take school seriously, get my stuff straighter out, and do my work. I heard that junior year is the most important year because this is the year that colleges wi be looking at. But the thing is that I don't even know what I want to manly in, what collage to go to, and etc. it just feels so out their you know? Like it's far in the future, don't worry, or it's okay, just wing it, or,... That I might not even make it to the future. Idk, it's weird but yeah, that's why I don't really take school seriously because I feel like that I won't even have a future and that if I worry about school, I'll just be wasting my time, when I could be doing something else. But I know that nothing will happen so...

This is it for now... I'll continue, Later, when I'm not lazy, have time, or feel like it.