coudn't go out with friends

Tuesday, wednesday,thursday, and friday i coudnt go out with my friends so i was stuck inside the house all day. Friday night, everyone yelled at me for very stupid reasons, i started crying but i tried to stop, i didnt want them to know and i coudnt find a quiet place to cry so i held it in. i tried to go online last night but the internet wasnt working. im at my dads house and theirs no food here!! literally, i just ate 6 wafles and still hungry, its also a dump here!!!! i cant wait to stop going to my dads house. everyone keeps telling me that im selfish, meam, only think about myself, embaresing to be seen with, stupid, an idiot, puts an atitude with everything, have anger issuses, and much more. i dont fight bck saying that im not B/C i kow i cant change their minds, i dont want to deal with them and i dont want to anger them some more.i cant wait to go home at my moms house.