2day i was depressed..... and my back HURTS

yesterday, i left my textbook that was worht $80, so i was really nervouse couse wat if i coudnt find it, but i found it, thank god, so i was carying the big, heavy textbook around everywer till 6:00pm...... i want my phone bck so badly........ i saw giraffe IN the library, but he didnt talk too much. 2 morrow im going 2 hv 2 test. in gym we had new asighned seats and we had to practice the pacter test. we formed in three groups and my group won out of the girls. my friend R keeps on shaping her hand as a heart wenever i go and tag her 4 her turn couse girafe was running next to me. but i really didnt care 4 some reason. i was so sad..... so... depressed..... then i saw him patted another girls head and 4 some reason that cought my atention out of the whole day today and that just made me even more sadder.yea im here R knew i was sad so she tried to make me happy by trying to make giraffe to be alone with me i cant be mad at her couse shes trying to be a good friend. R keeps on trying to get us alone but it didnt work. R kept on saying how he isnt usually talkative 2day and how he keeps keeping his distance. i was thinking to myself that probally he knows and he deosnt feel the same way as me. so yea.......wenever i get sad, i just want to eat, so right now im eating so much and im trying to stop couse then my 2 whole month of exersicing and jogging will go to waste.......i just cant keep it in anymore,.......... i just feel so ......... sad,  .............. so ...............depresed......................................................