Refreshing My Memory / Quick Up To Date

It's been a while, I know that I only come here for the purpose to release my emotions when I had believe that no one is really their for me at my worst, but I'm gonna maybe i dont know stop that? O.o lol, since I have a bad memory, I'm just gonna come here to like, yeah (¬_¬) .. If ya know wut I mean, I'm just using this for the purpose why I have this in the first place lol
So here's what happened so far, I dont really remember what I had last put up on here so their might be some repeats on stuff, I know I should go look but I'm too lazy and I don't really like doing that, it's too embarising. So at the night of May 7? I got dumpt. May 7 was this science parent thingy night and my friends and I stayed to get my mind off it, it was fun, learned about owls, and other birds I forgot what they were called, and did some stuff. Around that same week and the next week after that, this guy asked me out. I said no in a nice way. I knew I said no bc deep down a part of me wanted to get back with my ex and that maybe he would have taken me back. But it didn't happen. But it's okay lol. May 19 was when I had this lesson for Muay Thai Kickboxing. It was fun and I liked it lol so I decided to take the lessons. May 20, I went to another BBQ and I finally ate the fat from the pork-chop after a VERY long time, from then on, I had a sore throat. The next day is when I made another friend, her name: V and she's a grade.. (¬_¬) younger? I guess is the word younger than me. I met her by my friend R and another girl who has the same name as me. They were arm wrestling and I joined in them too. From that day on, I kept going back to her cuz I wanted to just finally relax, be free, get away from all that depressing sh*t and stuff, I had fun with her lol, that sounded so weird, but it isn't why you think it is. June 5, I went to go hang out with her, I was all tensed up lol, I was so nervous, never really went to another friends house. So I went over to her house, then we went to kissena park, if  felt like forever walking their lol, their was spammy turns and I could make a small map in my head. So, I don't remember what happened on Friday, or Monday. Tuesday... Oh gosh, I went to my ex's place. Then next day, I went to meet up with her again. We went to manhattan. Don't remember what happened on Thursday or Friday again. On Monday, I went to school,  I skipped all my classes, but  my teachers knew I was their..  (¬_¬) I think.. Then I skipped the rest and went to Queens center mall. Tuesday, I woke up late and was to lazy to go to school. But I went to go hang put with V again. I think we went to flushing meadow. The next day, we got report cards. I waited for about 3 hours? For V haha, I hate waiting, I'm impatient, firs time I waited THAT Long for someone, we went to a park with her friends after. Stuff happens and that's when we started being in a relationship together.. Yup,. I was starting to like her during the times I had came over to her house, I don't really know why or how.. I just did, and I accepted the fact that I did liked her, which was shocking to me bc... I had always rejected my feelings for other females, I was to scared.. I suppose. I forgot why happened on Thursday and Friday. I forgot what happened on Monday July 1, Tuesday, July 2. Wednesday I came over to her house. July 4 was so .. Messy lol, stuff happed and that's the day I guess we first kissed? But it was just a peck... Just a peck. Friday my cousin came to NY, we went to a night day party, their were inflatable stuff and it was fun, Saturday we went to splish splash, i had so much fun, It was a splash, lol, ya see what I did their? Haha no. Sunday I went to her place, and Monday my cousin and I did stuff. Their staying here for I don't know one or two weeks. They keep hanging their minds. When their going back, I'm going to go back with them, I was planing I'm saying for a week only but they want me to stay for two weeks, one said I had nothin better to do and the other said that she doesn't want me to hang out with my friends lol, their so cute. I don't really know, I mean I way to, bc that family and I love my family. I put them first, but I want to be with V too. I can't believe I am  putting someone next to my family... If you know what I mean, but you guys probably will get the wrong idea but wuteves. ... I really like her. And this is NOT just a PHASE! It's not. It really isn't. ...