I Don't Know

Am I annoying?
I hate that. ...
I know I am. People used to tell me that in grade school and in middle school. ... But so what? Huh? ..
It just hurts.. A lot.... To know ... That he finds me annoying....... Is that why he broke up with me? I don't know... Whatever
I want to forget about him already... I want him out of my life.. My ... Hearth.
Ugh .. I . .. Still love him...
I miss him
SOOO much
..That's not cool... It sucks
Sometimes I don't even care anymore but when I start to think of when we were together.. I start to miss him and start to care.
I want to get back together.. But I know it won't be the same... .. A part of me doesn't want him back.. But the other part does..
I don't know what to do.
...
I'm glad I have friends to be their for me.. I appreciate them a lot
But I don't know how to show it
I don't know how to express my feelings other than being mad...
...
I don't know what to say anymore or do anymore
I am speechless ...

One of my best friend made this , it's really nice
http://slide.ly/view/ca4a4f8dfd0e3ab7424aa959e817673f

Thank you for reading my complaints .. I guess.