MILK. IS. DISGUSTING. xP

I'm thinking of doing a... One of these thingies you call each night... I mean this IS suppose to only record what I did each day bc MY MEMORY SKILL S.U.C.K.S. the title of this thingy is unrelated to what I'm gonna say though hahaha. So yesterday.. Damn. I forgot what happened after I posted the thingy... Uhm, I played jut dance, had three apple, wanted more but I was told not to eat anymore bc they were going to make a shake out of it the next day (which is today) ugh, I forgot, but I found out that at night I got my monthly gift from Mother Nature..... And I was... ... Not nice hahaha, the tiredness and the "." Made me .. I guess cranky, I was.. Text cursing(T.C.) to my friend and my gf ugh, I suck, I Coudnt find any pads and the women of the house wasn't home... So I... Ugh.. Searches and T.C. Some more ... Annoying. I was annoying. So.. I ended up asking my cousins ... I didn't think they would know what it was BUT THE DOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... But it was a panty liner and a tampon (yeah, I don't care if this is a totally T.M.I. Nobody was suppose to actually read these but me... So like yeah deal with it if their is actually someone reading HAHAHA) so I had to use it... But it's usually heavy, my "." And... They were... Not that supportive lol. I found out why I ate so much on Wednesday now, I always eat alot before I have my "." That's how I know it's coming, but I tend to control myself (see! I can control myself.... (¬_¬) sometimes...) so, today, Friday (hahahahahahaha I keep thinking today is Thursday, I even wrote Thursday instead of Friday, I I deleted it... I know I'm not suppose to delete and go backwards... But.. Shhh) so I woke up this morning, I kept waking up then going to sleep haha, someone from MI called (don't know what that means, asked my gf, forgot what she said.. See? Bad memory here) didnt pick up, was asleep during the call) the little one tried to put her arm around me and pull me close to her but I'm big for her so it was kinda hard haha it was SOOO cute, so I turned around and hugged her as tight as I can but not too tight bc I didn't want to suffocate her, and sleep, her hair was all in my business, it was all up in meh face!! It was hard to text haha, I was thinking of texting to my BESTFEIEND but I was sleepy, and I didn't want to be only texting her sometimes from time to time and I heard the day before that she made plans with someone, so.. Yeah.. We woke up, went to use the bathroom, ate bread with Nutella, was still hungry after so I ate some grapes, then we went to hang out in the living room a bit and then brushed our teeth and wash our face, we usually do it before we eat breakfast and after we wake up but the big one asked when we woke up if we can eat first and then wash up and I replied with a sure, try new things you know? Switch things up around a bit, but it won't stay like that forever, just try it for once lol, so we then hanged around the dining room bc the mom was making lunch, we played this game, and we ALL was really into the game haha, it's called hardest game 2, we ate fried it crunchy chicken (I think) wings (had five) ate it with duck sauce, then had dough boy, it was really hard...so when my cousin said you can't keep it bc it goes bad the next day, she was true... After we were done, they asked to go okay outside, but I became unsure bc the dad said it was really hot outside... And I don't really like the heat that much.. Makes me cranky.... So I asked them what we were going to do outside actually, the big one said ride her bike and the little one said play ball ( she really likes her bouncy ball, she even brought it to NY and kept telling me to play ball with her, she's like my bro... He used to, not sure if he still does, like bouncy balls and had a whole bunch of collection of it, these cousins are like a mini version of me and my bro, .. I guess we hanged out with them alot that they copied how we acted and started to become something really similar) the parents then said to go play with the water in the backyard and we did, we played with the hose (a whole bunch of stuff happened but it's not something I can explain bc it's mostly in my head, meaning I had thought about some stuff, I tried to stop thinking bc.. It made me unhappy, and I don't like it when I'm unhappy.. I mean like, seriously, why be all down and stuff, just be happy and enjoy your life, life is short and like.. Yeah.. I found out that thinking made me unhappy from my previous relationship... I was constantly thinking about MANY things and it made me al down and stuff , I was so .. Serious and Stuf haha, I was constantly worried and afraid and I Coudnt really enjoy myself as much, so after that, after I have done alot of thinking after the breakup, I tried to stop thinking about many stuff, and just finally have some natural fun hahahaha ) at first I wasn't enjoying myself as much... I was worried... Ugh, maybe bc I didn't wan to get dirty? Idk, maybe... But then I did some thinking and ... Just led go of myself and had fun, we made a water slide, we played save me, it's where you have to try to clime up the wet and slippery slide and you can't touch the ground slash grass bc it's lava, we made it rain haha, we did alot of stuff, we had fun. After that, we came inside, we was about to hange but the mom asked if we wanted to go play outside still and we said yes so we went outside, my cousins took their bike and I took my uncle's skateboard, I wanted to practice skateboarding, I still suck haha, we then went over to hang out inside neighbor slash friends pool, we had SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun, we tried to wrestle in the water, they tried to wrestle, I just tried to drown them, we played volleyball in the water with the beach ball that has a hole in it, we ten tried to hit each other with the ball , we did Alot of stuff haha , It was fun,we were told to come back inside at 6:30 so we left but the dad said 7 so we went back to the pool haha, had alot of fun too, we then went back to the house and took a shower right away, after we showered, we ate dinner, dinne was pizza with  brocoli toppings, ate half a corn and UGH! Drank milk... But it was strawberry milk so I ... Sigh... Drank all of it, my cousin made it for me, when I took a sip, I tasted ALOT like milk and a LITTLE bit of strawberry milk, so I took the powder mix thingy and dumped about ten or more spoons... If I'm drinking milk, it CAN'T taste like milk.. Otherwise I will not drink it, I DONT LIKE MILK... AT ALL... It's good that my cousins like milk, it's really good, I thought they would copy me like always and not drink it but they really like it which is really really good. Went I watch Mullan, then Mullan 2. Then we had dessert which was ice cream sandwich and then we had smoothie, not too proud of eating the icecream... ... ... Then we played just dance... It. Was. A . Bad. Idea.. Bc I stained EVERYTHING... Ugh, this is when the heavyness of my "." Come in.. I had to wear my swimming shorts bc I didn't have anymore pj left, it's in the laundry machine thingy... I had to wash... But I didn't fully wash it... Ugh, I just can't, too much work man... Too much... After that, I kinda wanted to draw