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i can choose to either ignore/forget what happened and move along or get angry/mad/pissed about it. and when i get sooo freaking mad, i will do all that i can to make that person sooo freaking miserable, i will torture that person as much as i can. and since i wont give a freak, i woudnt care if i get in trouble or whatever, i will just do as i I. please. ......sometimes... i think about ...being ...really mean... i guess you could say... ....................... forget about this... watever...
...... regret..... R.E.gret.... this word........ ... ive been thinking about it for a very long time... i cant get it out.... whenever i forget, their will be something that will make me remeber... ..........
being called a bully kinda hurts.... but i would still laugh at it...
i would still laugh at the things that bothered me... i just dont want others to be worried and etc....
but it deos feel nice when someone says sorry for something that they thing is... "fcked up" even though i was used to it or watever... it... kinda make me happy that they even remembered that aftre its been so long and said sorry and stuff and ....... yea............
explaining thins is so hard...............
 explaining things at my perspectice is dificult..............
ever since i saw those movies, ive been scared... to be even more alone....
sometimes it feels as if im alone even though their is a lot of ppl around or/and know that im not alone...
life...........
twilight...... .... i feel bad for saying... what that was the new movie...uhhh... forgot what it was called even thoug i sumwat knew... not really... just forgot at that time... but still..
im lazzyy...
i wonder which one i would prefer, to b scared of not knowing or scared of knowing..... worded weirdly but wutever....
i try not to thin kabout it... but ... how can i when its here..... its stupid to hate.... for a long time....
........ wutever...
i like those who feel confident about them selves
i find it preety cool
ans awesome
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