first, all i could think of was G and this weird crazy imagination... in sunday class today.... one of the fancsies that i saw was that i woke up and me and G was living together, so i woke up, brushed my theeth, changed to go jogging and just jogged for an hour, then i came back ?home? took a showere, and go kissed G on his forehead, he was still sleeping, then i whent to go make him breakfast, when i was done, i whent into the room to wake G up, but then my phone rang, it was a guy and he was asking me out? it was weird, so i said no, to freakking leave and stop anoying me, and then thats it........... it just stoped their...... i wanted to know what happened more but i dont know................ this other crazy fantasy was very weird....so the beacon said something about ?Jesus? doing something to someone and then light apeared on him, and then a white dove flew on his head? and some other stuff about something about evil??....so then weird things started to eapear in my head like cutting, suicide, and killing, and then all of a sudden me and my bro was in a chuch and everyone was... reaching their hands pointing to us, and then me and my bro started to float, then a white dove apear and light apear on my bro and then he landed down. but i stayed, and then a white dove came, but then a black crow too, then they started to fight, and then a whole bunch of crows came in. i then finally came down, but i looked all creepy, i had red eyes, sharp theet, and then i was on the cround, sorta crawling, and walsing scary..... it was scarry, then i started to stand strait, and look sad, and i looked at G and sometoher popel i forgot their faces, and started to cry, then the crows were surounding me and i was in the air. then these wings came out, one was angel looking, and the other was a devil like wing, and i was holding the white dove in my hand, the crows were taking me away and i looked back at G and was crying alot, then i looked forward and whent back to looking scarry, more stuff happend but it was scarry, then all of my scary monents from the past reaper through my head, and it made it seem as if something scary was that thing that made me woke up in the middle of the night, sometimes i would just think about stuff and sometimes cry, and other stuff made kinda sense , it was scary.....................
............................sooooooooo.... i whent to the deli, bought my self arizona and bro some things he wanted, so now he ows me 20$, then before i left, i wanted a bacon gg and chese sandwich and got one, but i forgot to pay for it O.O so i got it for free O.O ......... i dont think i can go back their again........ or i can, but i have to pay then back the money.............. O.O
............... whent to Gaby's for lucnh it was sooooooooo good. i finally finished 2 slice of pizza, before, back then, i coudnt even finish one slice xD haha, on our way back home, we saw somewhat a strike??? idk, dad asked someone what it was and he said it a for a foundation for their palace........
......... wanted to play minecraft but bro ....... guess you could say blackmail????????? not really ......... (since i don know what it means) so i had to let him play it the whole day, when i got to play it, mom came to pick us up -__- but wutever................... ....................................................... i love it when my bro fights back from my mom xD he was like "oh, so you get yourself a 40$ worth of earings, spend thousand od money for clothes but you cant buy me a calculato?' xD hahaha it was funny, ....................................... i still have homework left that i didnt do -__- and i hate that.... not finishing my hw on friday and not having my sunday night free........... but wuteve,.................................................... kinda feel sad that my bro cant play minecraft................ but its not his account.. or mine..................... he keeps saying why not, but its............... to me it seems as if if i use G's account then.... im taking advantage of that.??????? i dont know, something like that. but yea....... if he want to play minecraft then why cant he just get himself his own.......... ("but i dont have a computer" he says, i just wanna freeking slap him, i mean, he just needs to ask for my moms old laptop and their!! she said that its his if she got a new laptop and she did, so i dont know why he just cant use that,.............. somethimes his shyness gets me soooooooo mad that i just what to slap him, of punh him soooo hard that he ends up in a haopital -__- ...... i mean, i undersatand him bc im shy too but, comon, this is ridicules!!! cant even do a simple task!!! yes i could do it for him, but then that means hes going to have to rely on people, i dont whant him like that........... its............ urrrrrrrrgggggggggghhh!!! i dont like it when i was like that............ this is sooo confusing,,,....................................................... im going to stop now -___-
the Gaby's pizza
this ........thingy................
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